Celebrate

It’s 7:21 PM and I can’t believe I’m saying this… I have no urge to drink. Maybe I should take my temperature. Maybe I should get a brain scan. Maybe I’m possessed. Maybe I should just celebrate this moment. No, then I might think about drinking and that would defeat the purpose. Honestly though, even though I usually fear evening coming and want to resort to my ritual, I just don’t want to tonight. It could be because my GI system has been a little off. It could be the guilt of what I know I’ll feel for doing it is finally overriding my urges. Who knows but I will celebrate with some nice tea and who knows, maybe a cookie too.